Don't say nuthin... just give it here

Sometimes I want more than what I can have. Is that selfish? Maybe I'm selfish, I can't help it. I am used to getting what I want.....when I was younger. But now I am older, I have to go out and get what I want. Sometimes that the hard part, the motivation to go out and get. I can't really believe that I am 24 years old. I can still remember 21, which was years ago now, but it feels a ways back as I watch other people turn 21. I turned 21 in the fleet, and things were a bit different. I am that age where I should at least one kid and a wife. I am "daddy" age. My mother married at 19, my father was 21. My gosh, I am off the timeline here.

So as I reflect, now I am wondering will I ever meet my soul mate. Someday, but as soon as I want that day to come, I realize that I can't rush it because I don't want to end up with the wrong one.

Until then...